As much as I love my class, and teaching, I would rather stay here with Amelia. I find myself getting a bit possessive of her with others. Even Tim. I just don't want to share her, especially knowing that I am going to have to leave her so soon. I never thought I would feel this way. I was so sure that I would be able to have her, get cleaned up, and get back to the classroom, knowing that she was in good hands with whoever I left her with, but that's not the case. I'm going to go ahead and assume it's all the hormones that make me so very attached.
It also helps that she looks like this:
Seriously? I made that?
I have a feeling that I will spend my entire first day back crying and checking my phone every five minutes to make sure everything is ok. In the meantime, I have crafts to get done, a house to scour, and books to read.
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It's so hard to go back. I didn't know I was attached until I went back to work and I never thought I would feel that way. Pretty much I have to pretend that I don't have a baby while I am at school so that I don't get depressed. If there is any possible way to still nurse her during the day then do it. I'm blessed to have Joseph close by so that I can do that. It makes a huge difference when I can see him during the day.
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